I forgot my password to this site. I need help as I forget some things. If I still wrote I would have a fun notebook. A girl can dream.

I am sitting on the back patio on this cooler rainy morning. I like to marvel at all the greenery He has created. I also look at the weeds and plan what needs to be removed. The heat and rain created issues for the past two weeks.

My mushroom coffee is almost gone. I woke up with a great headache thanks to lack of water, the drastic change in temperature & humidity & my MS condition.

I just realized it’s a condition I will need to live with.

For me, my condition is getting worse. I like to call menopause as one of the culprits. At least that is what I told my primary yesterday. There are things I want to work on like my speech, swallowing, spitting, drooling at times, as those things annoys me.

Yesterday I went to our DMV (by myself I want to add) to complete the renewal process as my first one was kicked out as my signatures didn’t match each other. They won’t now.

I was reading Psalm 30. Verse 2 says: Lord my God, I prayed to you, and you healed me. (ERV)

Now I don’t expect to be healed. He can for sure. However, what would be gained? How can I help those who are struggling and left here? So many questions.

God is our protection and source of strength. He is always ready to help us in times of trouble. So we are not afraid when the earth quakes and the mountains fall into the sea. We are not afraid when the seas become rough and dark and the mountains tremble. Selah – Psalm 46:1-3 (ERV)

Can you tell a tsunami was going on because of an earthquake in the ocean? I was not afraid in the Midwest. I was just curious.

My overhang provides me with protection from the rain as long as it is not windy or coming down at an angle.

He of course is stronger than the strongest sharks.

He is my source of protection and strength with no conditions. That is really good to know. I just need to remember that. Easier said than done. (I use this a lot…I do mean A LOT).

I wonder what the tsunami would have done to my MS. I think of a iceberg. You see only part of it. Have you ever watched them collapse or turn over? It is an interesting sight. I don’t think it would have affected me the same way before the MS hit me.

Would I be afraid? If I was next to it I probably would stain my shorts.

I would like to say it wouldn’t bother me but that would be a lie. I can work toward that though. I would like it not to be a lie someday.